things have gone to hell and back... i'm sorry im such a horrible person.
please forgive me?
life just sucks....
anyways.. Destiny has chosen my path for me.
made it so i dont have the chance to decide...
bye bye friends...
and i open my arms and dreadfully welcome the
pain
suffering
tears
depression
......
and not least
suicide
all over again and again...

Finally
finished orginizing my favorites as best as possible. only took me like 2 months...
oh and going through all my sipscriptions too!! so yay!!!



DRAGON CON!!!!!!!!
Is coming up!!! XD
i have my 3 cosplays for it all picked out.
Friday- Bat Girl(-ish)
Saterday- Simca
Saterday night- Kani
(and hopefully)Sunday- Rukia
I'm so excited for this weekend!!! Can't wait to see you there!!!


AWA
I'm making 2 outfits for at the moment. and I'm flying out a special guest!!!
<3 my boyfriend is coming to his first AWA and i can't wait XD.
We'll be doing skits around on Saterday i think ^-^
so yeah come check us out. Either look for a really big crowd or 2 people just awkwardly acting out what looks like a skit. Plus I'm really not that hard to find. I'll explain more on that when its 3 days away XD


Well that's an update oh everything...


OH! yeah i forgot to mention....


I'VE GOT A JOB!!!!!

and that means more going to the beach, chilling by the pool, more travaling on vactions, and for me... having to drink more water and actually eat. within the past 24 hours i have already passed out 6 times... *sigh* i hate this reched heat.. and when our A.C. has been broken and the house has great insolation. its sucks. So when its 88* outside (like today) its 95* in the house.... ugh... on 5th cup of water since 8... ugh.. im laying down for a bit. but yeah you should deff check out Garrett's and mine's story.


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to me!

Yes it is my birthday : D

im happy!!!


Oh and for all my friends in colorado.... im finally gonna Cosplay temari! ^-^ know u guys will get a kick out of that one


well love ya guys!

writing my first fan fiction...

Trying to make it short.. i have a problem with detailing my story to much and it usually drags onto becoming more of a novel that fan fic. so here